Feeling terrible.. real terrible...everyone seems to be getting good grades for their prelim n i screw it up instead...got back all results le except for bio...but even if i get back bio... my score still won't change...rather sad about my own results and i was waiting for a scolding when i reached home...but when i told my mum my results... she did not scold me... not a single word of discouraging thingy come out of her mouth...she sae tt it was good that i passed my eng... but... but i felt terrible deep inside mi... not that i want a scolding... but i just felt terrible...so terrible...at least if she scold mi... i wld feel better...but she didn't... just told me to work harder... at that moment i try controlling back my tears but i cldn't... really can nt... i want to produce good results for my mum but i just cldn't....she told mi it was fine to go poly but i dn want to throw her face.... or rather mine too...confusing nw...=....-(