study study and still study...izzit realli the kind of life i want... no... no way... i am beginning to hope that the time would just stop at this very moment...this very memorable moment...whereby i spent precious time with my friends n classmates... the holiday was sure short...just in 29 more hrs i will be back in school... i really dn want to go back to school...yes it is a place full of fun n friends but it is also a place of separation and sadness...in school we met different kind of pupils...friendly,kind,beng,bad n helpful de...teachers are also classified uder several kinds...all out to kill,helpful,patient,bad etc etc...i know some of my friends got hopd of sm nei mu xiao xi...hwever there is nth we can do nt to savage the situation...is there???all we can do nw it work harder.. tt all i can tink of...i kind of hate tuition again... i started to get phobia for having tuition again liao... eng eng eng... will i pass??? dunno... is wen ping tt impt in is fuck up world??? y can't we live without a wen ping...nt many ppl had high hope for mi... my mum is one of them..i tink she is having the idea of if go jc then go lah if cannt then go poly lah...but buti dn noe lah....life just suxs
just now on msn messenger...i stumbled upon a qn...leaving school...yes in fact.. just in few mths time, i will be leaving xms....separated from all mi friends(mostly) growing up is a part and parcel of life and many accepted it...hwever nt many want to grow up too...i am one who doesn't wish to grow up...once we grow up we had to face separations...separations which i nv tink i wld want to experience...be it with love ones,friends and teachers...sometimes places...really really hope tt there is a place where time doesn't flow and we remain as what it is now...she bu de all mi classmates n friends in xms... yes our class may not be united and hang out in different grps n sm many feel left out but i still tink that the class is great... we stand together in difficult time...although nt all show it but there is a sense of unity...tt wat i tink...even though there might be internal conflicts within the class but it is also solved in the less peaceful way...some might be in sticky situations but when did we nt lend a helping hand for one another... the class is really really great... probably the best... other ppl from other class might nt tink so... might puke looking at this msg but so wat...it wat i realli want to express out now...everyone seemed so stress--->so frustrated over studies,relationship,family matters etc etc... is tt wat we want in life...even i myself is stress out by all the studying over the past few weeks..one week holidae is sure nt enough for mi... n the thought of graduating in 2 mths time freak mi out...a time for crying...a time for separation...y do ting just have to turn out tis way...tt is realli wat i dn wish i happen/hope for...all my friends(kw,des,yc,ck,kh,kel,hj,jo,yh,amy,jl,sp,ys,sl,etc etc...) will be probably going separated way... to different jc...we might be lucky enough if we get into the same sch but each haf their own drm school so who will go to the same sch if their results is different...aRgGh...feeling dwn n mix...y can't everyting just b wat it is 3-4 daes ago... where by every one live wif such freedom... life wifout worried n stress...graduation... i hate u...
although i miss out alot of funx in the first seven mth this yr(cca reasons) but i still managed to to enjoyed myself...alot of ting happened... enemies becming friends,friends bcming enemies...gd moments together n of coz bad ones...being problematic was sure funx(dn try climbing over the gates) but shld nt alwae do tt(i nt encouraging hor) hoping that everone i know can kp mi update about their hp np,add,ting happening, etc etc n most impt gather together even when we graduated...hope so... realli realli