all rite... todae is not a very meanfuling dae but yet at least i have a fulfilling dae... woke up still feeling tipsy... but manage to cycle down to hougang mall wif kh to buy n shop for some stuffs yeah!!! finally had my cup of sweet talk pao pao cha!!! two thumbs up!!! haha n i still tink chocolate milk tea is the nicer drink there =D... shall go drink again tmr!!! went to disturb hj at his hse b4 heading home... 9.30pm went out again for lan gaming wif yc,kh,ck while hj remain at home to be the HOST.... lol like the movie yeah? 3hr of playing n laughing... anyway my new cliche is pooshit ah instead of the normal bullshit... forget who i learnt from le... ahhhhhhhhh i m feeling so tired now... both physically n mentally... how i wish time could stop n let me take a breather... head is spinning n in fact it is splitting... having mixed emotions n often i question myself for decisions i make in the past or now... did i make a right decision at that point of time??? i wonder n i question... in fact i tink i often make wrong choices in life tt screw up my life... i fear making decisions. the feeling just suck.it just screw up ur life... there r sometings i alwae question myself like whether i make a right choice to study acct in smu or be it whether giving up her was a right choice... ahhhh fuk y m toking about tis tings... damn i feel screw... i dno wat i want for my future or simply i dn haf an ambition like hj or kw does...they noe wat they want to be... i dn... maybe i noe... yeah i just want a ordinary simple life... simple n sweet life... y is it so hard... singaporeans r just so god damn materialistic... study, get degree n slog their life to death... in life ppl come n ppl go... often we promise friends tt we will always be the bestest friends ever n lovers tt we will love each other but guess wat??? promises r often broken ain't it??? y can't everyone just stick to their fuking promises... i m just like one of these bastards/bitches... just so sick n tired of life... i must stop drinking excessively... everytime i drink i just wander n my mind wanders too... many many thoughts... but all keep closed to myself... what m i to do wif my life....i m probably better off as a loner....... tis world is just screw... but then i m still great tt i have a bunch of great friends... pls someone ask me out to drink nxt week... let's all drown our sorrow in beer n alcohol... fuk the world