Yoz...well...just got home after one hour tuition...tuition teacher saw me dozing off and decide to cut short the tuition time by half hour...well i not having enough sleep lately and i had to fight germs too(flu mah)... but it's my own fault that leads myself to fall ill...i knew that my air-condition was dripping water and these water would cause me to catch a cold yet i insisted on switching on the air-con...am i being stubborn?wahaha of cause i am and i believe that i am born stubborn...haha characteristic of a taurus...cannnot blame...totally boring day for me...ha got assault by kelvin and my leg feel rather numb(haha retribution for scaring people)...went for all sort of rubbish thing before lesson could finally end...well i started to think that i like to 'torture' myself...wahaha not as in to beat myself up or do anything physically to my own body...but always to let other people enjoy themselves while i sacrificed myself and end up with nothing...it's happening everywhere...i would always try to think for others(did i? ha) first before i usually think for myself(ha abit of self praising)...am i foolish...really foolish??? nah... some people would only think it from another view...probably thinking that i am some busybody or what...some would think that i am a pain in the ass when i am noisy in class but who want to study so boringly in class right...well trying to lighten up the tense atmosphere in class mah but i guess too noisy the class don't like it too...i am trying to change but i don't know if it for the worst or for the better...nah who care right???haha maybe youcai is right...haha i may be the top criminal in the years to come sia...records would be as high as the scores of the vjc 'a' level results...haha=p well i talking rubbish le...bLaH...beside that i think i am a real failure...anything that i do is going wrong...no motivation at all...