hmm... well.... today is another tiring day for me... went to school in the morning and cca in the afternoon.. pretty tired and now i trying hard to squeeze those chemistry points into my little brain...ha only managed to touch on two chapters-electrochemistry and metals(half only)...don't think i will be able to finish studying all then chemistry notes but nevermind... i have been too stress up these days.. i know it myself and i couldn't control but to feel a sudden surge of sadness within me everyday(this week)...well guys.. i read many of your blogs today(u all ask mi read de)..haha found out that some write about me... thanks for all the encouragement all of you me guys(i liu lei leh haha coz i listening at a sad song ttt time..haiz haha mi boy boy liao still liu lei but nvm lah...cannt control my tears animore)... i will try to pull through this hard time/stress period...but i still wonder if i can really make it... however tEcK- is going to try his best... and after this friday... we are going to have lots of fun...desmond's birthday,sinli's bitrthday,staying in hotel, treat mrs fong our chinese teacher to a meal at a 'high class' resturant,go mrs lee's house for bbq(i suppose) and go heli's bbq(she force mi go de)wahahaha...really going to be a great week but i will have to stand strong and waited for this week to pass... well haha that all i going to say lah haha and probably i going to sleep and as well think back about the past and let my tears flow out(haha see wat a emotional guys i m)